One more week and i am going to be on my way to Thailand... You ask me if i am scared. Maybe. I am scared right now of going through all the airport things. I dont like getting people angry or standing in-line for along time, but i guess if i really want to be going do something amazing i will put up with all that. I am a little scared that i will not be able to communicate with people right to the point that i am upsetting them, but i guess if i want to ministry them i just have to learn. Them last thing that i am scared about is coming back... I already know that i am not going to want to come back after everything that i am going to be doing. It is a little scary to me that i have to come back to everything that i have to do. There seems so much. Last year of school, Kids Church, and one thing that been on my mind alot and i wish that it was not but finding someone to be with . Right now i am at my best friend Jamie house getting read for her wedding this is the four wedding of a great friend that i am in. it just seems like everyone is just getting married.. I know that i am only 19 but still... No One. i had a great night last night with my best friend Jon but i am not sure if that will work we are two different people, but i did always wish that i could be with someone that play a guitar and he is amazing musican but i dont know... i dont know if i can be anymore then friends. Well we will see :)... But one more year then i am done.. ON MY OWN... i feel like i need to find someone but you know.. LOL i want to try this life thing bymyself. lol .... Well maybe i am just going to have to find someone working in a orphange that i am going to be working at. LOL... I tell you as soon as i find him.. he is waiting for me.. BUT THREE year ooooooooooaaaaaaaaaa.... soon... Love you all
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